Again

Built with strength and pride, twenty seven years invested in stretching the achievement of the impossible. Such an immaculate triumph for the world to stand still at its feet. Behold! It stands arrogant no matter how much battery thrown to its walls. It stands still. People bawl and brag of what they've got made; yet that have no clue of what's boiling inside. Its broken, weak, years of decay had consumed its true glory. Silly custodians, have they no clue what makes this monarch so special? This hollowness, this defeat where it stands aloof should be the shame of their pride. It no longer exists to conceit; it waved that pride a long time ago. Blasphemy!!

Still I..

I still search for your face between the crowds. I imagine your scent brushing against my face every time I miss a face that passes me. I miss you more by the coffee vapor dancing under the morning sunrays bashing through my windows. I've missed everything you've given me and those that you still have not given .. I have them here close to me. I can not say that I've forgotten how to be loved. I long for it more everyday. I haven’t seen enough of you yet. Where could you be now? Do you still live there or have you moved out of the country. I pass your house whenever I am lost driving on the streets and have no place to go. Sometimes I cheer myself with a McDonald's meal as my eyes stare at your window. I still haven’t forgotten. No I haven’t.

This euphoria I feel when I think of how much time had passed and how much now I have to say; it becomes real when I can almost imagine myself speak to you.

Are you real?

A letter to my copycat

Dear sir/madam.

I very much admire your little Ajax attempted on my behalf. Not only have you emulated my writing and mind, but you've also attempted to mimic replies shooting to my inbox. What a new low!

How far deep in the truth you are I may never know. But this much I will tell. Your failed attempt of separation, segregation and breaking of the lines was however merely another bump down the road. We've survived it this time. And will keep surviving till the end of the line. I hope I'm not tempting you for imminent attempts. But if you please would turn the other side and walk away.

This old man does not turn his other cheek.

yours truly

I still love you, baby I adore you

Couldn’t sleep so I went out walking
Thinking about you and hearing us talking
And all the things I should not have said
Echo now, inside my head

It just ain’t fair this thing called loving
When one step there and the other feels nothing
I would have done anything for you
I still love you, baby I adore you

I feel something falling from the sky
I’m so sad I made the angels cry

Tears from the moon
Fall down like rain
I reach for you
I reach in vain

Tears from the moon
Fall down like rain
But tears from the moon
Can’t wash away the pain

Tears from the moon

It just ain’t fair this thing called loving
When one step there and the other feels nothing
I would have done anything for you
I still love you, baby I adore you

All day I keep from falling apart
But at night when the sky gets dark

Tears from the moon
Fall down like rain
I reach for you
I reach in vain

Stop, stop haunting me
It should be easy
As easy as when you stopped wanting me

when did you fall? When was it over?

You can’t see my eyes
You can’t see my eyes
They don’t see yours
Hear me when I say
I don’t mind at all

It’s the rain that I hear coming
Not a stranger or a ghost
It’s the quiet of a storm approaching
That I fear the most
It’s the pain that I hear coming
The slightest crystal tear
Drops to the ground in silence
When my love is near

Darling, when did you fall? When was it over?
Darling when? When did you fall? When was it over?

It’s marching through my door now
The stony cold of lonesome
A bell tolls for my heart and then my lonesome song begins
It’s marching through my door now
The stony cold of lonesome
A bell tolls for my heart and now my lonesome song begins

Darling, when did you cry? I couldn’t hear you
Darling when? When did you cry? I couldn’t hear you

I suppose it is the price of falling in love
I suppose it is the price of falling in love

It’s the rain that I hear coming
Not a stranger, not a ghost
Of the quiet of a storm approaching
That I fear the most
It’s the pain that I hear coming

The slightest crystal tear
Drops to the ground in silence
When my love is near
It’s marching through my door now
The stony cold of lonesome
A bell tolls for my heart and now my lonesome song will end

Darling, when did we fall? When was it over?
Darling when? When did we fall? When was it over?

I suppose it is the price of falling in love
I fear that it’s the price of falling in love

Undo The Silence

Quiet now, he speaks
What’s it gonna be?
Same old private stories

Once again be told
Guess we’ll never know
What really stands in between us

How long will it take to undo this silence?

Undo this silence
Undo this silence
Baby I’m breaking down
Undo this silence
Undo this silence
Undo this silence
Baby I’m breaking down

How long will it take to mend this broken heart?
I’m fading
Is there any way we can undo this silence?

Undo this silence
Baby I’m breaking down

Undo this silence
Undo this silence
Baby I’m breaking down
Undo this silence
Undo this silence
Undo this silence
Baby I’m breaking down

Time Is Running Out

I think I'm drowning
Asphyxiated
I want to break the spell
That you've created

You're something beautiful
A contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction

You
Will be the death of me
Yeah, you
Will be the death of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

But our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out

I wanted freedom
Bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
But I'm addicted

Now that you know I'm trapped
Sense of elation
You'd never dream of
Breaking this fixation

You
Will squeeze the life out of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

But our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out

How did it come to this?
...

Yeah, you
Will suck the life out of me

How did it come to this?